the world needs wannabe's. so do that brand new thing...

finally gosh!!

Wed, 03 Nov 2004 00:45:47 GMT

hey guys sorry i havent writen/ typed in like forever but yeah ive been kinda busy.. ive been to a couple of horse shows with my new horse "Titan" oh yeah.. me and andrew are still going out so to all those guys who want me im sorry but im taken by one of the most wonderful guys on the planet.. although some ight not think that < i do though >.. well this weekent is homecoming weekend, cant wait till then.. im so scared of ripping my dress though it is so long i look like a freaking bridesmaid.. well nothing to say other than that i am a failure and i am telling the truth, i literally suck!!! nice way off putting yourself down eghh sarah.?... well nothing to say buy i love yall.. o me and andrew have a song by the used i forgot the title though.. g2g buh bye yall!!!

lately...

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 14:48:04 GMT

hey yall i have finally gotten to type in this stupid journal again, what has it been a couple of months? well i am now formally going out with andrew so i guess life is good. i got a new horse named Titan. yeah!! and if i dont get my grades up from my progress report something has got to go. which sux.. anyway i love everyone and please give me some comments!!

~SaRuHh~

i feel so stupid

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 23:18:29 GMT

man my life is so retarded.. dude i just went out with a guy for 5 days, thats just about the 3rd shortest relationship i have ever had.. this is the first time sence 6th grade that i have had a guy break up with me aswell.. boys are so freaking retarded no efense.. but gosh do they really keep their head up their asses this long? i mean they need to like start finding a way out of their hole that they dig. other-wise i have been bored most of the time.. well i love everyone.. buh bye

my opinion

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 00:59:27 GMT

this is my advice or things to do when you can not choose between 2 people.. #1 make a list of things you like in a girl and wut makes you happy

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this is my advice or things to do when you can not choose between 2 people.. #1 make a list of things you like in a girl and wut makes you happy <check the list twice, too make sure who is naughty or nice for you <like santa>>.. ask yourself these questions, who do i like spending the most time with?, who will love me no matter wut i do?, who would i care the most about if they said good buh bye?, and which one do i spend the most time with?, which one do i think of the most and dream about <think of her when i hear a song>?.. this will lead you closer to the out door of confusion.. if you are scared of breaking up with one to be with the other because they are your friend and you dont want to lose that then just tell them u want to be their friend and you would rather not lose or feel weird about them just because something like that happened, or that you prefer being their friend than being their girlfriend/boyfriend.. its the one u love that counts, its the one who would do anything for you and no matter wut it took they always want to be with you, no matter wut pain they must go threw they will always love you.. even if it hurt them the most they will not try on pupose to hurt you and if they ever did they are truely sorry and would most likely make it up to you no matter wut it took.. as long as they could have you in their arms one more time.. they are probably the sorriest they could ever be right now.. now for something i stole out of someones profile that really ment something to me....
>>>her heart belongs to him, but he will never belong to her..
that makes me wanna cry because of how true it is to me..
mistakes can be forgotten right?? i hope so because i made the biggest one of all.. i wish he would forgive me..

cant wait huh yea!!!

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 02:28:16 GMT

today wuz pretty kool.. woke up at 10am.. watched my siblings for a little while.. then aroung 2:00pm my best friend amanduh called and we decided to get together, so she came over and we hung out.. tried to fly a paperish plane that couldnt fly then found ourselves in the middle of rain as it wuz pooring down on top of us. woo hoo.. but lately i havent been doing anything.. i am now going to bed because tomarrow is the first day of high school.. cant wait. g2g buh bye

wowzers!?!

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 03:20:56 GMT

hey yall i had a very exciting day today.. well at the end it wuz.. well i woke up to a phone call then hung up with the person who called cuz he fell asleep on the phone, then i fell back to sleep and woke up to another phone call .. i cleaned my room and did dishes.. well me, my mom, and my sister went to give my brother his football stuff and to drop my sister off with her mom at robison elementary.. afterwards my mom let me drive around the parking lot.. to my suprise she let me drive home, she got into big trouble by my step daddy.. i then went to tumbling in the first time in like a year or more and i actually did good.. i found out i can still do my roundalf backhandspring by myself ..well right now i am so freaking tired and bored.. i think i need to take a shower.. o and i have a new schedule.. school nights cant talk on the phone after 9 weekends cant talk after 10.. well im gonna go now....

wee hoo!!!

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 02:21:43 GMT

hey sorry i havent talked lately ive just not been able to find the time.. lately i have just been hanging out around the house and with my friends.. i think that love is so hard to compromise with i mean you find someone that you truely love and they hurt you everytime they kiss you because they have another girlfriend and just by thinking that its wrong it makes your heart cave in.. and when he says that he loves you, it makes you wanna cry because he isnt just telling you that.. i wish that he would clear his mind or atleast do something because all that he is doing is confusing me.. i love him really.. anyway i went to orientation on saturday like everyone else.. so here are my classes and teachers...
biology 1-- Kubiak
english 1-- Reid
dance 1/pe-- Benotti
spanish 2-- Stephen
world geography-- Hofer
algebra-- Sheats
i am so not looking forward to these classes but i am looking forward to seeing my friends..
oh oh i found out something that i would never ever know.. my favorite author is.. Amelia Atwater-Rhodes.
wow i cant believe that anyway i am bored and tired so im going to stop this entry right about now..

yAwN!!! boring

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 01:50:24 GMT

yet i havent been writing in my journal like usual for the last couple of days because i havent found time to do it.. lately i have been laying around on my fat butt.. last night i babysat with my sister jacklyn and our friend jenna as though i call her.. we babysat 4 little boys oldest 11 youngest 6-7.. it was pretty fun.. i talked to one of my guy pals till 3:30 in the morning while trying to go to sleep.. i hope those minutes were free or else i am in deep poo.. anyways today i have mostly been cleaning the boat and mowing the lawn then of course swimming to cool off.. o yea the other day i think it was tuesday me jacklyn and jenuhh went to splashtown.. i realed in a boy and of course some one else ended up with him because of me inviting him to hang with us as you can guess that is just my luck with guys.. i dont know why i call them guys, probably because they are too old to be call boys and too young to be called men.. yea anyway.. his name was danny and he lived in tomball and he always talked about smoking pot it was very annoying.. any way on with that story.. jenuhh ended up getting his number calling him and never got ahold of him so that was just a booty call.. but i am hoping that sometime this weekend i could have some funn and maybe meet some more guys.. and i havent spoken or even seen paul so i guess that is over with.. i guess im just going to end this entry.. i will talk to yall later.. i love yazz.. bug buh bye..
~SaRuHh~

woo hoo!!! im finally home for the weekend!!

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 02:38:24 GMT

omg i am probably the happiest person on earth right now that i have come home for a littl while but i am going back to my dads house soon like lets say sunday or monday. i am so freaking happy for lori and jonathan they are going out woo hoo!! yet i am still seeking even though i am like totally in love with paul he is so super cute and everything. anyway give me a call if you want to do something this weekend or something cuz i am already making plans.. o yea amanda just to let you know you and lori are going to choose my hair stile and color before school starts i feel like taking a chance .. well i think that this is all i have to say so i guess this is all i am typing.. oh yea.. my numbers are
home>>> 281-246-4712
cell>>> 281-732-2342
i love yall and especially paul bug bye!!

let freedom ring

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 23:34:51 GMT

today i guess has been a lazy day on account that i slept till 11:30.. did my hair.. talked to my freind lori< i love you >.. broke up with my boyfriend.. its an average day for me just kinda living the now single life i guess and tomorrow i might get to see paul i so am in love with that boy.. anyway i guess i have been siting around all day doing completely nothing but talking to people and watching movies..

woo hoo!!! fun weekend!!!

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 22:13:30 GMT

ok i have got to tell everyone this... well this friday i through a suprise party for my daddy.. my cousins came over and everyone spent the night.. on saturday morning we were awakened by an awfull noise so my 2 cousins and my sister went down stairs and ate breakfast. later that day we went to an astros game where someone spilt a drink on my brand new shirt and we say edwin mccain in concert for free.. but later that night we went to a party for vannesa one of my stepmoms friends.. it was really boring so me my sister and my cousin jessica met 2 guys 15 year old paul and 17 year old matt.. we went swimming in the pond in the middle of the night it was so fun until we had to go in because it was starting to lighting and thundering.. the parents and other adults went down to a local bar and left me jessica jacklyn and paul to fend for our selves in a trailer. it was so much fun because we snuck some beers and we hung out in the trailer while watching the movie "he haunted" it was so gay so we stopped it in the middle of the movie and put on some music and started dancing around like idiots atleast me jacklyn and paul were because jessica was on the phone with her boyfriend.. anyway we were in the trailer and all of the sudden one of us hit something and an alarm went off and we were freaking out.. but jacklyn got it to shut up.. but anyway we went out side and were dancing to music and i kept going into the trailer where the music was and when i came out i shut the door so everyone was yelling at me because we couldnt hear the music,i dit that a couple of times.. we were being so freaking stupid though because we were taking hair spray and were sraying it on the ground and were lighting stuff with it, well stupid me decided to spray the hair spray in my mouth and spit on the ground to see if it would lite up, well it did and it left the worst taste in my mouth YuCkY!!! so after a fun night of being stupid we got really bored.. so we picked up a beer bottle and started to play spin the bottle jacklyn spun it and it landed on me so she gave me a smooch on my cheek and then i spun it and it landed on me so i started to make out with my hand then i spun it again and it landed on paul well right then my parents showed up and picked me jessica and jacklyn up, so we said our goodbyes but while i was gathering my stuff up in the trailer i told him i owed him a kiss, and right after i said that he grabbed my back pulled me toward him and kissed me.. my lord i have never been so swept off my feet before. and after we left yelling and screaming goodbye to one another i havent been able to get the moment off my mind.

bored and at my dads

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 00:35:24 GMT

hey its me since i cant really connect with the real world because im trapped in here at my dads house im just going to write in here. i have been soooo freaking bored for the past few days. well on monday i went to astro world with jacklyn, brain, lexi, mike, and lexis boyfriend jeff. anyway it wasnt the coolest thing in the whole wide world but yea i guess it was okay. me and brian rode on most of the rides together yet me and jacklyn got too ride a couple of rides together. but yea i found out that brian still likes me alot, and i mean alot. but yea so for the past couple of days he has been trying to get me to break up with my boyfriend so that he can have me, which is pissing me off considering he is saying that my boyfriend is using me and he is trying to get lexi and her jeff to say that to me when he doesnt even know the guy that well. but yea other than it being really boring me and jacklyn have been yelling our lungs out and swimming alot. it is so much fun when we play fight with each other because we end up doing the stupidest things together. huh!!ugh she just kicked me in the jaw and it hurts sooo much.. anyways i miss everyone soo freaking much i want to see my boyfriend and all my other friends im just not going to name them because there are way to many of them yea anyway i love all of yall and wish to see yall soon.. buh bye...

bad mall day

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 02:01:44 GMT

today i was woken up by brian at 7:30 am.. then slept till 11:00 afterwards.. so i called him back finding out that i was going to astroworld on monday and i had to provide transportation for everyone.. woo hoo didnt see that coming.. only to find my sister jacklyn was at the bottom of this pill of poo i had to dig through.. anyways me, brian, mike, lexi, jeff, and my sister jacklyn are going and cannot take no one else so dont ask too come.. well after sorting it out by 2:oo pm with back and forth phone calls at 3:oo pm me and my sister stephanie went to the mall and had a very boring day.. i mean i thought shopping was supposed to be fun not a drag.. so i got home and made sure everything was all planned to go to astroworld and started to clean my room i am very tired and im going to bed early tonight.. peace out all of my homies.. i love yall.. buh bye!!

SpLaShToWn!!!

Sat, 10 Jul 2004 03:27:09 GMT

hey today i went too splashtown with lori and her 3 brothers and one of her brothers friends while there we rode the rides almost fell asleep while sitting at one of the tables and i helped lori "scope out the hotties" as her and amy usually do. but i dont want another hottie other than my boy friend. i dispise those people who sit there on their lazy booties and squirt people as they go by saying "big squirt" oh my lord i almost jumped on top of one of them and strangled them, but unfortionatly lori stopped me. yeah, we also had stalkers.. her brothers. haha!! when i got home i pretty much took a shower and cleaned while talking to people on aim and on the phone. but at 9:00 pm me and my sister started to hear fireworks so we went outside and started to have fun while almost blowing off half of our arms.. haha but my step dad is the craziest one he almost caught a house on fire when he aimed a bottle rocket at someones house.. he is so silly.. well now im going to watch mtv and fall asleep.. good night. ttyl. love youzz. buh bye...!!

boy trouble all gone!!!! yeah!!

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 02:58:29 GMT

hey okay hears the story>>>> forget what i said yesterday because it is all better now!!! yeah!! i made up with brian and my boyfriend!!! things are going great now, i guess. well last night after i shut down my computer me and brian made up and stuff blah blah lets get over the im sorry part with him cause i knew that i would always be my best bud.. anyways me and my boyfriend are back to normal now i guess you could say i had a missunderstanding with his tone of voice.. instead of me thinking that he was annoyed with me or mad or something he was pretty much just flat out tired.. he he, my mistake. well im happy now. better than bing all upset and grouchy like i was yesterday. oh and today i went and saw spider man 2 it was awsome i loved it... but im not giving out anything to anyone if they didnt see it because it will ruin it and if i did spit it in here it would be a very long journal entree.. cant wait till tomorrow because im going to splashtown with lori.. well i love you all buh bye!!

guy trouble

Thu, 08 Jul 2004 03:04:22 GMT

gosh i hate boys they are such pussy's grrr... first me and one of my best friends get into a lke enormus fight over him liking this girl that i think is totally not right for him. he then starts to criticize me about im only saying that because i hate her and that me and her dont get along, its not that its just that i have a very bad feeling about the hole situation, i have no problem with the girl. anyway.. a couple of hours before i call him to apologize brian.. im talking to my "boy friend" and after he hears me talking to my friend lori and saying that he is wierd and so were all my other used to be boyfriends. i acidently say "i said that about you and my other boy friends" instead of "i said that about my ex's aswell" so after a long period of silence we hang up. after a couple of hours i call brian to apologize.. i told brian about that i thought my boy friend was going to break up with me and he just sits back and starts to laugh considering before me and my boyfriend went out brian told me he thought it wasnt a good idea so now hes kinda telling me i told you so.. me and brian hung up because of his cousin talking to someone on the other line... after i hang up with brian i call my "boy friend" to make sure that he wasnt mad at me and if he was we could sort it out.. 2 rings pass, he picks up, in a grouchy voice says what!, i say hey i was just calling to make sure you weren't mad at me are we ok, then i say im sorry did i wake you up, he says yes then says im going back to sleep, i say ok bye, we hang up... what the f*** is going on with my "guy friends" and me??? i mean come on i thought 7 was a lucky number not a bad luck number.. so right now as we speak i shall not call anyone i guess i need to go for a night jog or something cause im gonna break something if not. i hate the fact that crying over something leads to being pissed off, or is that just me? well im going to blow steam... and wait for brian to call me back i dont expect my "boy friend" to call me anyways. considering he is probably too busy sleeping>> well have a good night then... bye..

my dayz

Thu, 08 Jul 2004 00:28:11 GMT

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for the last couple of days i have been going horse back riding while getting home finding myself bored out of my mind while watching t.v. here i wrote a little something while i was thinking while i was bored.. hope you like it... >>>Have you ever thought that the person you say that you love isn’t the person you thought they were?? Have you ever noticed that when you love some one you have no clue why? I mean when your away from that special someone and thinking about them you just want to hold them and never let go, and when they leaving after they have come over for a little while you want to cry because you already miss them. It hurts worse when you hang up on one another and you are scared that they are mad at you or that you made a mistake. You also wonder, what are we going to do or say to one another the next time I see them, yet you know that your never going to say something to the person because you will be to busy looking at one another <OR face another’s one in being>. You also like the fact that you argue with them so that you can make up, because it feels so sweet to know that someone cares about you. I hate the fact that when you call that person you love weird and they get all upset about it when even they know that you were joking around. And you say that you love them and that you are sorry but they still act mad just to make you feel even worse. I think that people get way to much pleasure seeing people sorry and begging for forgiveness.<<< the end.... i love that special person sooo... much

fourth of july

Mon, 05 Jul 2004 19:33:11 GMT

yea i guess it wuz kool all the big fireworks and all! but i think the most fun was seeing all my friends!! im really tired and want to go to sleep but i cant really! last night i spent the night at lori's house for the 4th of july!! it wuz pretty cool if cool is almost being scorched by a firework!! but my step dad has alot of fireworks left over so im probably going to blow up some stuff later!! i think we have atleast $100 worth of stuff left . me and lori had lots of fun when we were being soaked by all the boys with water ballons, bottles, and hoses!! i haven't taken a shower in like a day or two so i am so smelly its gross!! well im gonna go talk to sum otha people and try to get my computer settled. I lub youzz!! buh bye!!

hMm. my first entry.

Sun, 04 Jul 2004 20:13:26 GMT

well. this is my first entry. thanks to my beloved friend amanduh. who did EVERYTHiNG for ME! hmm. sOo. i guess i do another entry laterr.

later gator! <3